tramp dread
n.β Β«My excuse is that, as a freelance journalist, I do not receive any paid holiday. If I stop working, the money stops coming inβand my finances are so precariously balanced that simply forgoing one weekβs wages could bring the whole house of cards tumbling down. I suffer from what Martin Amis and Christopher Hitchens refer to as “tramp dread”βthe fear that if you stop churning stuff out you wonβt merely fall behind on the mortgage, youβll be completely destitute by the end of the month.Β» ββThe office clown” by Toby Young Guardian (United Kingdom) Sept. 6, 2008. (source: Double-Tongued Dictionary)